I finger painted this page. It felt cool to be a kid, again. I even left my fingerprint.
They say it's therapeutic.
I needed it after kowing that I'd probably never see my mom again.
She's in the hospital right now dying. She was taken there because of kidney stones, high sodium levels, and dehydration because she can't swallow. She's on morphine for the pain and her systems are shutting down.
I'm so glad I went to see her. We had about ten minutes of connection, when she was in the present and "there."
She's dying naturally and not in pain but I'll miss her so much.